Victim

I wanted to be an actress
but someone robbed me of my
outgoingness

I wanted to be a writer
but someone robbed me of my
unique thought

I wanted to be a public speaker
but someone robbed me of my
freedom of speech

I wanted to be a designer
I wanted to design homes & clothes
jewelery & art
but someone robbed me of my
vision

Who was it?
was it you who crushed my spirit?
destroyed my confidence
pointed out my iniquities
left me barren of creativity
fearful of failure
so afraid
that i won't even try